The Answer to Your Question

You asked me who is it that I'm interested in. I will not give you a straight answer. I don't need to. You are far too smart not to notice. And I am far too into you to be able to to hide the feelings. I have fallen for your name, your intellect, your charm, and your outlook on life. I enjoy our discussion and your presence. So much that I don't even care if you could ever feel the same. It doesn't matter. I just want to feel that you are near. That I can talk to you and see your smile every once in a while, even though you are far.

From the very first time I fell for you, I know that you are out of my reach. And that is okay. I'm happy just to know that I can have these feelings I feel for you. You make me feel more alive than I have ever been in my entire life, even without realising that you are doing it. You make me feel human, and most of all, you make me feel. For that, I would forever be grateful to you.

Oh, what would I not give to be able to hold you in my arms, even for a little while. But I know that I have no rights to ask for anything from you. You have given me so much just by being you. After all, I am your nobody.

I just want you to know that I am here for you. I might never ask you these questions directly. My pride is way too high to allow me. Would you allow me to keep these feelings for you, regardless of the condition? Would you allow me to be near you, even if it means as your nobody? Would you allow me to contact you every once in a while, just to know that you are still here? Would you mind chatting with me every now and then, just so that I can see your smile?