November 12, 2009

First Step



hari ini hidup terus berjalan ke depan
tinggalkan lamunan dan kesepian
menghirup nafas-nafas penghabisan 

~penggalan dari "Hari Ini Dan Esok Dalam Hidup," Prasetya Modana


Even though I realize that every single time I spent wandering around neverland means more time wasted, somehow I still failed to force myself to move forward. The world doesn't care about me. It would revolve at the same velocity no matter how hard I try to ignore that fact. All of a sudden I'm left behind, all alone. It's not anybody's fault. I know they have tried to back me up, best as they could. But the time has come for them to move forward, and I rejoice with them every step of the way.

There's one thing I recently realized: my goal never moved an inch. It stays exactly where I first put them. The problem is, I never moved an inch either. I never try to reduce the distance between us. And when everyone has reached that goal of theirs, it's remains out of my reach.

For what has happenned, I have no regrets; but I also realize that everything that has happened to me is merely the fruit of my own wrongdoings and it's up to me to make it right. Must move now! There's no more time to waste!

3 comments:

  1. yupz u are right
    so start ur move immediately girl

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  2. Prasetya Modana??? Bintang???

    Dirimu ngikutin tulisannya dia juga, Sil?

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  3. not realy hon,,
    you give me one of his poem for my birthday.
    that's basically the only one i know.

    hehehe..

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